'... for me'
sigh, when the wants conflict, it just tears apart. and to think we shld be smarter than this. than it's that regret and blame-game.
i realised that recently that i cant seem to utter a right thing. i just say everything wrong. i shld just consider shutting up. but when i dont talk. then no one notices me. then, it's frightening if u are no better alive than dead.
so condescending.
so stupid.
so egoistic.
i wish i made sense more.
im freaking tired. =(( booo.






im so tired.





