heyhey,

sigh. feelin kinda down. i realised that im such an arguey pessimistic negative person!. and i used to think that i was such an amiable person. but im totally not?! like maybe sometimes i feel like im so amiable that i shld fight back sometimes. or maybe it's my true character, since it appears so readily when im either angry or drunk =(

i know taboo was kinda a concern for those who took care of me. im so terribly sorry for those whom i got really mad at that night. those for sending me home. =\ i felt that the party wasnt over and they were all dragging me home and i felt so mad. and i just feel like i've got so many good reasons to stay still. which basically explains why i was so mad. but if everybody thinks that i shld have gone home i guess they have to be right.

why am i arguing!! arrrrr. i actually kinda stopped thinking abt it. but then dudley showed me pics and said i bet u dont rmb these right. and then, yeah, i dont rmb some of the pics. and it's kinda strange seeing those pictures since it didnt look like me at all. =(


but i dont want to be crazy stubborn. watching enough antm makes me get annoyed at girls who keep talking and talking abt sth. so i decided to just blog it out and then stop thinking abt it right?

yeah.

heyhey,

sigh. feelin kinda down. i realised that im such an arguey pessimistic negative person!. and i used to think that i was such an amiable person. but im totally not?! like maybe sometimes i feel like im so amiable that i shld fight back sometimes. or maybe it's my true character, since it appears so readily when im either angry or drunk =(

i know taboo was kinda a concern for those who took care of me. im so terribly sorry for those whom i got really mad at that night. those for sending me home. =\ i felt that the party wasnt over and they were all dragging me home and i felt so mad. and i just feel like i've got so many good reasons to stay still. which basically explains why i was so mad. but if everybody thinks that i shld have gone home i guess they have to be right.

why am i arguing!! arrrrr. i actually kinda stopped thinking abt it. but then dudley showed me pics and said i bet u dont rmb these right. and then, yeah, i dont rmb some of the pics. and it's kinda strange seeing those pictures since it didnt look like me at all. =(


but i dont want to be crazy stubborn. watching enough antm makes me get annoyed at girls who keep talking and talking abt sth. so i decided to just blog it out and then stop thinking abt it right?

yeah.