i think it's mostly because it is the very ever first time that i presented fairly well without help of any A4 or cards. it was a pretty amazing feeling especially since my sg film class is very scary. all these people who talk and articulate so well. my power of description is so damn weak. i am damn bad at expressing myself. ah wellz, but then my next presentation which was I/O, it was like shit. i don't know why. i had to hold a a4 sheet, and i still didn't know what the hell i was talking about although i did all the research for it. I think it's because sg film had jia yan, she's damn super woman. another melinda. SIGH. :) okay if mel ever reads this, it is a good thing k.

today marks the first time i ever directed any short film (okay, directing a short film on consumer camera in secondary school JUST doesnt count k?). ah wellz, it was so damn painful though. i was up till 3am doing the shot list and calling actors and talking to them, and then of course talking to superwoman producer jia yan (she really is. IM really not being sarcastic here even though i feel like it reads so). Then our shoot was marked for 7am in the morning. but then by 5am, kate (actress) was locked in her room, and can't get out. so was super stressed cos i thought that shooting from 7am till 12mn would not be enough! but then thank god, somehow everything went prettty smoothly, albeit not doing two scenes, we still should have enough footages i think. I HOPE :\

i damn stress now. seriously. the footage needs editing, and apparently i'm gonna helm that. screwed big time. i have like two deadlines this friday. both havent start yet. HA. i'm so damn screwed ,cos i really want to just do editing honestly. and if i had time i want to edit dr s.e.et shoot too.

u know i was learning about sleep-wake cycles. circadian cycles? and apparently some people's days are as long as 48 hours long, while some people's cycles are between 24-25 hours long. i wish i had the 48 hours one. SIAO. damn zai la. imagine having more time to do things. i want that.

still have durian complex. really giving me a beeeg headache. and u know, after today's shoot, i really don't think i want to direct for like a while. it's damn fun, but it's so tiring, sticky. there is really nothing glamourous about being in a production crew. blah.

i think it's mostly because it is the very ever first time that i presented fairly well without help of any A4 or cards. it was a pretty amazing feeling especially since my sg film class is very scary. all these people who talk and articulate so well. my power of description is so damn weak. i am damn bad at expressing myself. ah wellz, but then my next presentation which was I/O, it was like shit. i don't know why. i had to hold a a4 sheet, and i still didn't know what the hell i was talking about although i did all the research for it. I think it's because sg film had jia yan, she's damn super woman. another melinda. SIGH. :) okay if mel ever reads this, it is a good thing k.

today marks the first time i ever directed any short film (okay, directing a short film on consumer camera in secondary school JUST doesnt count k?). ah wellz, it was so damn painful though. i was up till 3am doing the shot list and calling actors and talking to them, and then of course talking to superwoman producer jia yan (she really is. IM really not being sarcastic here even though i feel like it reads so). Then our shoot was marked for 7am in the morning. but then by 5am, kate (actress) was locked in her room, and can't get out. so was super stressed cos i thought that shooting from 7am till 12mn would not be enough! but then thank god, somehow everything went prettty smoothly, albeit not doing two scenes, we still should have enough footages i think. I HOPE :\

i damn stress now. seriously. the footage needs editing, and apparently i'm gonna helm that. screwed big time. i have like two deadlines this friday. both havent start yet. HA. i'm so damn screwed ,cos i really want to just do editing honestly. and if i had time i want to edit dr s.e.et shoot too.

u know i was learning about sleep-wake cycles. circadian cycles? and apparently some people's days are as long as 48 hours long, while some people's cycles are between 24-25 hours long. i wish i had the 48 hours one. SIAO. damn zai la. imagine having more time to do things. i want that.

still have durian complex. really giving me a beeeg headache. and u know, after today's shoot, i really don't think i want to direct for like a while. it's damn fun, but it's so tiring, sticky. there is really nothing glamourous about being in a production crew. blah.