sometimes i think i m so dumb
im tired of telling and telling
when it never fails to come to a nought or worse
unsympthetic is that heart who does not want feeling
that water that i believe almost can save me from myself
and you whom i always wanted to pull me from drowning
this is hardly for you or anyone i want to say
its just something for me to so that i wouldnt always end up crying
it s not always so easy when
you always nearly blind me from seeing
the people whom really very fucking care
and thats the people i end up killing
you think you can see right me right through
but i see nothing and it feels so baffling
i feel like puking.
i feel like not feeling
i think that it'd never be quitting
cats eyes blinking
it's morning
