sometimes i wonder
if i would ever have the guts.
i never had the courage. being a little older now made me clear up my head a bit. but still, i dont think i ever will have the guts to speak out, or to pursue my own happyness (i didnt watch the show so dont draw references haha)
in fact i 'haha' so much it annoys the hell outta me. hasnt it annoyed anybody yet? nobody has asked me why i 'haha' for.
but then again if i dont haha in my messagse then it just sounds so, bleak.
yeah whers my voice.
